Woke up at 1:30PM today, lazed around, satisfied my maggi mee craving, regretted it, watched PS I love you, lazed around some more, and here I am now at 4:28PM, having successfully done absolutely nothing for the day. Haha.
Gonn shower and prepare myself to head out in 4.5 inch heels O: + /: + ^^ hahahaha I'm such a weirdo
O: Swr's big day in 2 days! Ok, like 1.5...
Monday, July 27, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Speaking for myself: You're wrong about the sympathy vote, it was never, ever a sympathy vote. I genuinely miss your company and the times when nobody "GETS IT" except us, the "SHE LIKES IT?!" and the "I LOVE BUNS" moments. This may sound mushy or whatever they wna call it, but you are one of the very few things I NEED in my life.
I knw it has been difficult but I may not knw how much, but I want you to knw that I'm still here and I can say without a doubt, that you are the best thing that happened to me in all my 19+ years of life, even better than my operation. (Nobody'll get this except if it's directed to you)
I knw it has been difficult but I may not knw how much, but I want you to knw that I'm still here and I can say without a doubt, that you are the best thing that happened to me in all my 19+ years of life, even better than my operation. (Nobody'll get this except if it's directed to you)
Thursday, July 23, 2009
IT'S BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!
YES YES YES YES :) Feel like skiving blaw lecture to go get that. Hehehehe
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Wednesdays = Mid-week break
Today, I went to explore Orchard Ion for the very first time! Signed up for the bucks there, but I highly doubt I will get the job. Walked all around till my legs are aching like crazy. I feel that even though we walked around for bout 2 hours +++ , we still didn't cover every of the stores at Ion. What's more, many of the stores weren't opened yet. Can't wait for Uniqlo to open! Walked into LV and I saw this red wallet omg omg I am now lusting for it. $1105, come to mama? :(
Wanru came to join us for dinner, and we ate at food republic! Yummy yum yum.
So much for saving money, I bought a new top today hehe
Wanru came to join us for dinner, and we ate at food republic! Yummy yum yum.So much for saving money, I bought a new top today hehe
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Random
At times it seems that I have everything that I want, but why do I still feel like something's missing. Hm.
Feel like eating coconut icecream!
Not seeing Cherylalesandra today.
Thinking bout the union jack wallet from River island. $53!!!! Money money come to mama. Hahaha. Wish I was born loaded and filthy rich.
When I don't have a job, I want one. But when I have one, I really h8 it and just wna quit it ASAP. It's true that I always want what I can't have. Haha. Okay maybe just for this case.
Need a new, good, book that I will be hooked on like how I was hooked onto the Twilight series. But I doubt that's ever gonn happen because the Twilight series is THE Twilight series :) Hehe can't wait for New moon to be out!
I really didn't know why I clicked on New Post on the blogger dashboard. Because this is a senseless and waste-of-your-time post, really.
Good day mates! Xx
Feel like eating coconut icecream!
Not seeing Cherylalesandra today.
Thinking bout the union jack wallet from River island. $53!!!! Money money come to mama. Hahaha. Wish I was born loaded and filthy rich.
When I don't have a job, I want one. But when I have one, I really h8 it and just wna quit it ASAP. It's true that I always want what I can't have. Haha. Okay maybe just for this case.
Need a new, good, book that I will be hooked on like how I was hooked onto the Twilight series. But I doubt that's ever gonn happen because the Twilight series is THE Twilight series :) Hehe can't wait for New moon to be out!
I really didn't know why I clicked on New Post on the blogger dashboard. Because this is a senseless and waste-of-your-time post, really.
Good day mates! Xx
Monday, July 20, 2009
Finally tired at the right time
In the middle of a reaallllly long burp..
I thought you understood.
Anyway I love my buys today. And singapore is just too slow. The union jack chanel was in 2007 autumn's collection. Wtf. 2007 -.- It's 2009 now. Okay bye.
Guilty
I feel so guilty right now cuz I just bought this!!! Hahaha I'm not supposed to spend any money :( I couldn't resist it - it was on sale on the Oldnavy website! Haha. $30 altogether leh, usual price is x2 of it. Shizzz. Hope when the spree closes it's still in stock. If not I'll be so damn bloody sad. Haha. Finally getting an affordable denim jacket! :)Time to shower then leave the house for gr8 world, to get another item - my C&K bag l:
My gojane shoes are arriving tomorrow! :) Not really THAAAT excited because I decided that buckle shoes are so annoying and troublesome to wear. I wish my zebra satin flats weren't sold out sigh! :( Oh wells.
Cherylalesandra looks really serious thinking of what to type out for the comments on Swr's comms blog.. hahahahaha its kinda amusing
Okay, time to do laundry. Xx
Cherylalesandra looks really serious thinking of what to type out for the comments on Swr's comms blog.. hahahahaha its kinda amusing
Okay, time to do laundry. Xx
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Just get back up when they knock you down
Had lunch at gr8 world today, thus resulting in the $395 zara bill because the whole family went shopping after lunch. Hehe. Love my buys! Wanted to get another skirt but didn't in the end because my mum didn't like it. Kinda regret though, should've just insisted my way through. Found this union-jack-coloured bag from C&K and I reserved it hehe I really wna get it soon! Sigh sigh sigh gotta save money / take a loan / make sure I repay the loan / make sure I pay my phonebill before the next warning letter arrives or I will be in deep shit.
Oh yea, I talked to my dad bout going overseas and he said that as long as I pass my exams, He will be sure to pay for my trip and let me go! How awesum is that :) Hehe. Means during my 7 week holiday after this Semester I wouldn't have to be stuck in singapore for all these weeks! Cannot wait for the mad shopping. Have to work, work, work immediately after term ends :)
Met Cherylalesandra after lunch / shopping at gr8 world and we looked around the WHOLE MALL for a pair of shoes she would've liked but to no avail. So we took a bus to dempsey and then I met my family for dinner there :) My burger was $32 (And 3 of us had the similar, same-priced burger) I feel so guilty for ordering it. The bill was a bomb O: Without any special occasion O: Oh wells, once in awhile.
Okay, that's all folks! :) Need to study x10 hard for my exams so that I'll be able to go overseas! And this time I think I better study at home more often so that I'll be able to show them that I'm studying! Haha omg sigh but if I book the tickets earlier they're cheaper right? :( I rlly want to go..
Oh yea, I talked to my dad bout going overseas and he said that as long as I pass my exams, He will be sure to pay for my trip and let me go! How awesum is that :) Hehe. Means during my 7 week holiday after this Semester I wouldn't have to be stuck in singapore for all these weeks! Cannot wait for the mad shopping. Have to work, work, work immediately after term ends :)
Met Cherylalesandra after lunch / shopping at gr8 world and we looked around the WHOLE MALL for a pair of shoes she would've liked but to no avail. So we took a bus to dempsey and then I met my family for dinner there :) My burger was $32 (And 3 of us had the similar, same-priced burger) I feel so guilty for ordering it. The bill was a bomb O: Without any special occasion O: Oh wells, once in awhile.
Pictures:
Okay, that's all folks! :) Need to study x10 hard for my exams so that I'll be able to go overseas! And this time I think I better study at home more often so that I'll be able to show them that I'm studying! Haha omg sigh but if I book the tickets earlier they're cheaper right? :( I rlly want to go..
Food makes me happy,
and I feel like it is such a crime.
It is time to sleep so that I have sufficient rest not to fall asleep during the homily tomorrow. I hate to be home I wish I cohabited with Cherylalesandra so that I never have to come home to.. this. I hardly speak to them anyway, I wonder why they always want me in this jail. I hate eating when they're outside / around the house, it makes me so guilty that I don't enjoy my meal and that I just want to gag and regurgitate everything out once I'm done. Food doesn't seem to taste as good around them. I feel so depressed, but I just refuse to admit it. Tomorrow I will wake up and everything will be okay again. I'm glad that I've mastered the art of putting up an emotionless front around people whom I don't like to bare my feelings to.
Goodnight world
It is time to sleep so that I have sufficient rest not to fall asleep during the homily tomorrow. I hate to be home I wish I cohabited with Cherylalesandra so that I never have to come home to.. this. I hardly speak to them anyway, I wonder why they always want me in this jail. I hate eating when they're outside / around the house, it makes me so guilty that I don't enjoy my meal and that I just want to gag and regurgitate everything out once I'm done. Food doesn't seem to taste as good around them. I feel so depressed, but I just refuse to admit it. Tomorrow I will wake up and everything will be okay again. I'm glad that I've mastered the art of putting up an emotionless front around people whom I don't like to bare my feelings to.
Goodnight world
I wonder,
If she would be finally happy if Ian, Evan or I developed an eating disorder. Maybe she would be so thrilled to finally have met her goal in life.
I need to get a job, so that I can stop depending on my parents. Their $$$ is like a silencer. It is what makes us obey them. That's just plain weak.
I need to get a job, so that I can stop depending on my parents. Their $$$ is like a silencer. It is what makes us obey them. That's just plain weak.
When I was seven,
Wow my mom kept saying I was fat. Hm. Was I really? I think she has major issues with herself that she likes to take out on her children. I don't think she has ever said that any of her children were skinny / small / looked good. Mind you, she isn't skinny herself. I am considering moving out once I'm 21. Really can't take it anymore. She is one of the key problems to my self-esteem issues.
Thank you for always holding my hand when I get scared in the car / taxis, I really don't like it when taxis drive so close and fast to other moving vehicles or when they turn at sharp corners, or when they drive in the 1st lane next to the center barrier separating the two opposite directions vehicles are moving in. I know right, I'm such a scaredy cat. But thank you for loving me any way.
Girls for life
Impromptu decision to head to town to meet Ru & Co turned out to me having dinner at pastamania and everyone have dessert at HK Cafe :) French toast is damn yummy!
Cherylalesandra is over now :)
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Craving for cherries
Bitch is me. Haha. Glad that's over. My girls for life are my TRUE girls for life, the rest can just like shrivel up and die for all I care. Spreading rumours about me? I HOPE YOU GET YOUR KARMA(S)!!! Thinking about it just gets me damn upset / disappointed / ticked off.
So the 1st just passed, and it didn't feel like the 1st at all because I know it's been much longer than that. Haha. Had dinner at Canele - A spread of salads, crab and corn chowder, and NOUGATINE CREPEEE + extra scoop of nougatine ice cream (!!). How is it that a dinner without any main course could cost more than our regular dinners at Canele where we order BOTH salads and main courses? It costs us a bomb. Um, $57 for 2? Haha. Ooops.
Just got home bout 45 minutes ago from Upper Changi Rd East hehe we were researching bout holidays / club med / hongkong trip over lunch and concluded that it was just too expensive -.- Sigh sigh sigh I now want the iphone 3GS in black. Kinda regret getting the e75, but I think I can sell it away for about $350 and then save up just a little more to get the iphone. It's not readily available at Singtel yet so I still have time to save / worry about it.
Still thinking bout BKK with my bf and the almost impossibility of it happening :(
So the 1st just passed, and it didn't feel like the 1st at all because I know it's been much longer than that. Haha. Had dinner at Canele - A spread of salads, crab and corn chowder, and NOUGATINE CREPEEE + extra scoop of nougatine ice cream (!!). How is it that a dinner without any main course could cost more than our regular dinners at Canele where we order BOTH salads and main courses? It costs us a bomb. Um, $57 for 2? Haha. Ooops.
Cherylalesandra / Chouchou / I could fall asleep in those eyes
Just got home bout 45 minutes ago from Upper Changi Rd East hehe we were researching bout holidays / club med / hongkong trip over lunch and concluded that it was just too expensive -.- Sigh sigh sigh I now want the iphone 3GS in black. Kinda regret getting the e75, but I think I can sell it away for about $350 and then save up just a little more to get the iphone. It's not readily available at Singtel yet so I still have time to save / worry about it.
Still thinking bout BKK with my bf and the almost impossibility of it happening :(
Friday, July 17, 2009
YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME?
Srsly, do you have any life at all? All you do is scold people on your blog, or like diss the shit out of people. For what? FOR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. It's as if you have nothing better to do so you just DECIDE from your list of people that you happen to know (Hm I wonder how long that list would be, since I happened to be one of the few you picked today).
You know, you could pick up a hobby. Like such as reading, or I don't know. How the fuck would I know whatever other disgusting things you like to do. But yea, reading's good. Reading helps to improve one's english. It's quite apparent that you need it right now. Please uh, watch your fucking words, don't step on the wrong fucking person's toes because right now. YOU HAVE. FUCK OFF YOU MOTHERFUCKING BITCH. Stop being such a sour fucking grape and just move on and get on with your life. Stop grovelling over other people's problems and what, what. What was that? You want to watch me fall? DREAM ON BITCH. My life isn't in the palm of your hands so you're just a load of bullcrap, you think you can play God?! Like what, uh decide my fate. Oh you want me to fall you should srsly dream on, you can just GROW OLD WAITING YOU FATBITCH. Ohmy mama but I'm so, sorry. God's much, much BIGGER than you. So do you know how big God is? Yeah, I would imagine.
ITCHY FOR A FIGHT YOU SAY? FUCKING NO-LIFER. Let's see what I have going for me. I've got a girlfriend, the best bestfriend anyone could ever ask for, a group of friends that I can turn to whenever I need them, and a family, that's far from perfect but I'd say MUCH more perfect than you would ever, ever be. And I thank God for them every single day of my life. Hm. WHAT ABOUT YOU LOSER? YOU DO NOTHING AT HOME EVERYDAY EXCEPT TO TAKE EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE FOR GRANTED UNTIL THEY SLOWLY SLIP AWAY, BE GRUMPY OVER ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, DISS PEOPLE FROM A LIST YOU SLOWLY TICK OFF.
What the fuck did I even do? You answer me that and I'll decide if I'd wronged you. Till then, mother fucker cheebye, don't mess with the wrong girl. Oops, sorry wrong words used there. YOU MESSED WITH THE WRONG GIRL YOU FATFUCK.
P.s: I wouldn't be this pissed if I wasn't provoked, just fyi. Yup, just fyi. URGH, seriously. Some people are grumpy because they didn't get SOME all their life, because? Why? NOBODY WANTS THEM SIGH So sad, real real sad. HAH FUCK OFFFFF BITCH.
You know, you could pick up a hobby. Like such as reading, or I don't know. How the fuck would I know whatever other disgusting things you like to do. But yea, reading's good. Reading helps to improve one's english. It's quite apparent that you need it right now. Please uh, watch your fucking words, don't step on the wrong fucking person's toes because right now. YOU HAVE. FUCK OFF YOU MOTHERFUCKING BITCH. Stop being such a sour fucking grape and just move on and get on with your life. Stop grovelling over other people's problems and what, what. What was that? You want to watch me fall? DREAM ON BITCH. My life isn't in the palm of your hands so you're just a load of bullcrap, you think you can play God?! Like what, uh decide my fate. Oh you want me to fall you should srsly dream on, you can just GROW OLD WAITING YOU FATBITCH. Ohmy mama but I'm so, sorry. God's much, much BIGGER than you. So do you know how big God is? Yeah, I would imagine.
ITCHY FOR A FIGHT YOU SAY? FUCKING NO-LIFER. Let's see what I have going for me. I've got a girlfriend, the best bestfriend anyone could ever ask for, a group of friends that I can turn to whenever I need them, and a family, that's far from perfect but I'd say MUCH more perfect than you would ever, ever be. And I thank God for them every single day of my life. Hm. WHAT ABOUT YOU LOSER? YOU DO NOTHING AT HOME EVERYDAY EXCEPT TO TAKE EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE FOR GRANTED UNTIL THEY SLOWLY SLIP AWAY, BE GRUMPY OVER ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, DISS PEOPLE FROM A LIST YOU SLOWLY TICK OFF.
What the fuck did I even do? You answer me that and I'll decide if I'd wronged you. Till then, mother fucker cheebye, don't mess with the wrong girl. Oops, sorry wrong words used there. YOU MESSED WITH THE WRONG GIRL YOU FATFUCK.
P.s: I wouldn't be this pissed if I wasn't provoked, just fyi. Yup, just fyi. URGH, seriously. Some people are grumpy because they didn't get SOME all their life, because? Why? NOBODY WANTS THEM SIGH So sad, real real sad. HAH FUCK OFFFFF BITCH.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
4.5 inch heels
Hello people! I just got back from Hv, donut boy is such a sweetheart! He sent me his whole hairies project so that basically sums up everything that I got to do for my Wda. Including the report! :D Ohmy, I'm so thrilled. Hehe. Happy day is today :) Joy srsly is insane when she uses the laptop and gets high, cuz she will perpetually talk to herself in this insane spasmic manner which cracks me up to the max!!! Okay okay enough talk, here's the pictures we took today :)
Okay that's all. My aim is to go to school everyday this week! And I'm halfway there :) Tomorrow's micro tutorial hm, I got a feeling my assignment is due and I didn't even do anything. Omg I cannot afford to fail miec again or I'll just get a kick on the butt. Sigh sigh sigh h8 the ending parts of the semesters because the stress level is at it's peak and ugh I just h8 it.
It's only 11pm! Shall attempt to sleep by 12:30am today again :) Hope insomnia doesn't get the better of me sigh like it usually does. Maybe I will read till I fall asleep. Need to go book shopping soon! And hehe I cannot wait to catch HP and NEW MOON!!!!! Ohmy I think I will just die watching New moon haha I abso x10 love the twilight series, can't wait for breaking dawn. Hehe. Alrighty then, signing off here :) Xx
Okay that's all. My aim is to go to school everyday this week! And I'm halfway there :) Tomorrow's micro tutorial hm, I got a feeling my assignment is due and I didn't even do anything. Omg I cannot afford to fail miec again or I'll just get a kick on the butt. Sigh sigh sigh h8 the ending parts of the semesters because the stress level is at it's peak and ugh I just h8 it.
It's only 11pm! Shall attempt to sleep by 12:30am today again :) Hope insomnia doesn't get the better of me sigh like it usually does. Maybe I will read till I fall asleep. Need to go book shopping soon! And hehe I cannot wait to catch HP and NEW MOON!!!!! Ohmy I think I will just die watching New moon haha I abso x10 love the twilight series, can't wait for breaking dawn. Hehe. Alrighty then, signing off here :) Xx
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